Heartfull, hurtful

Plans unmade, roads undone, to mend a broken heart

Walking alone, breathing deep, don’t know where to start

Days are blank, nights are bleak, hope is an unwelcome guest

Gray sky, dark clouds and gloomy me, Life at it’s best.

Hiding from the world, hidden me from my own self

And crossing the broken bridge in dark, without help

Happiness uninvited, bliss unwanted, smiles are running dry

Lone man, lonely hours, baggage of memories and painful cries

Blatant lies, uncomfortable truths, desired desires of mine

They had their times, they had their moments and it was fine

Until they say goodbye, and left me alone in this void of nothingness

A heartfull of hurtful heartfelt emotions, nothing else, more or less.

Incomplete

I thought I have learned all, then found myself so illiterate.
An unlearned from a wise lad, driven by his fate.
Tried the shoes of wisdom one more time, but now I got grown feet.
I find myself, incomplete, so incomplete.

I wanted to do it my way, make this earth a better place.
But pushed in a corner to see the world’s mocking ugly face.
I nod my head and ran, like an angry ignored kid.
I see myself, incomplete, so incomplete.

I needed to be loved, to mend this broken heart.
I was clueless like a child, how, when and where to start.
It came like a storm, hit me and swept me off my feet.
Left alone all by myself, incomplete, so incomplete.

I am sitting here now, watching it rain.
Looking at the sky, clouds and thunders, my loss and gain.
Had so much, lost so much, still walking with my creed.
I’ll always be myself, incomplete, so incomplete.