Fallen knight of the falling castle

Blood stained sword, broken armor and cracked shield
Burned, slaughtered bodies all around the battlefield.
I’m alone, all alone. Breathing and dragging myself
My vision is blurred, throat’s dry, can’t even cry for help.

Fought many, killed many, but couldn’t keep my vow
The one I have taken, to keep safe my castle door
This very gate, burned and broken, I supposed to protect
By my sword, with my life, I promised to keep every stone intact.

I failed my soldiers; I failed my people, whom they believed
Tortured screaming voices of them, telling me how they were deceived
By the worrier and his oath to keep them safe from all dangers and hassles.
I am the ‘fallen knight of the falling castle’.

I MOVE ON

Where the world is so unfair, words are so untrue
When I can’t take it anymore what I’m going through
I leave my past and close my eyes for a new dawn
And I open them just to see, I walked past, I moved on.

It’s never so easy, never so tough, to break and mend
This foolish heart can never judge a foe or a friend
So I gather the pieces back and see it again grown
And I bid my journey a goodbye, as I am moving on.

I run like the devil as I leave my past buried behind
Though the ghost of the past always finds me wherever I hide
And I wake up in another dark night, all alone
Uttering, "I moving on, I am moved on, I move on and on."

Terror has a face

Blood, pieces of body, burned corpse, they were human, they were alive
They had a happy family; they were mom, dad, son or daughter.
They won’t speak to their loved ones again; they won’t smile, walk or drive
We just count them now, dead body no.1, 2…., or does it really matter?

We cry, we mourn and of course we pray we should never be there, anytime
And if we ever be, we need angels to save us, WE, ‘The weak bunch of fools’.
We want our heroes, their lives, their blood, to make us stand and sublime
We are so afraid to die, so we keep quite even when the hell breaks loose.

We get angry, we get hurt, but we can’t get ready to kill and ready to die
We can’t hit them hard back, we can’t thrash them for their lives,
We can just be silent audience; we can only cheers the fighters high
Can see the unfortunate ones body art, pierced, with bullets, splinters and knives.

How long we’ll be feeble and scared how many times we need to be rescued?
Time for us to stand together, hand in hand, and erase all our disgrace.
To tear them apart and to give our heroes and country, a real tribute.
As we can see clearly, this time, ‘The Terror Has A Face’.

Incomplete

I thought I have learned all, then found myself so illiterate.
An unlearned from a wise lad, driven by his fate.
Tried the shoes of wisdom one more time, but now I got grown feet.
I find myself, incomplete, so incomplete.

I wanted to do it my way, make this earth a better place.
But pushed in a corner to see the world’s mocking ugly face.
I nod my head and ran, like an angry ignored kid.
I see myself, incomplete, so incomplete.

I needed to be loved, to mend this broken heart.
I was clueless like a child, how, when and where to start.
It came like a storm, hit me and swept me off my feet.
Left alone all by myself, incomplete, so incomplete.

I am sitting here now, watching it rain.
Looking at the sky, clouds and thunders, my loss and gain.
Had so much, lost so much, still walking with my creed.
I’ll always be myself, incomplete, so incomplete.

Wings To Fly

I am lost, I am lost, and don’t remember the way back
I was running all the way, running so hard, so I can be lost
I don’t want to be traced or found, I don’t want to go back
And I am seeking what I always needed most

The smallest piece of peace for this tortured mind.
A little care of Mother Nature for this wretched body.
For this smashed heart, some true tears and kind
And a rhapsody with the rain, and burnt out me.
 
Everything else is behind me, guess I don’t need them.
As I am free kite now, got license to explore this blue sky
Free from all the love, hate, name, fame and shame.
So I can kiss my dreams and can bid them goodbye.

It’s time for me to run again, and touch the event horizon
Where the sun kisses the earth, sea meets the sky
Night of my life is fading and it’s the beginning of the new dawn
All I need is my wings on my shoulder, to runaway and fly.

away from life

Should I slash my wrists and bleed till I die?

Should I cut my throat with a sharp knife?

And enjoy some moment of pain to reunite

With my soul, which has been taken away

By the storm of sadness came into my life.

My nightmares promised me hell on earth

And my guiding star has taken me to a wrong path

I know this way only leads to my grave

But I want to dig it with my own hands

To lie down there with one last smile.

Should I kiss a snake or bite hemlock?

Should I be tied and thrown from a rock?

How should I be punished for being

The biggest fool and loser of this world

I feel so low, tormented, so helpless.

Wish I could apologize for everything I did

Wish I could undone every of my deed

I always was a wrong man in wrong place

Still I tried, to be right and failed

That’s why I am seeking the way, to run away from life.

BLEEDING HEART

Dark dreams, screaming night, horrorfic times and all my frights.
They all are here, they all come true and they don’t go out of my sight.

I am scared, I want to run, run away so far, and never want to come back.
And I know my life won’t be same again and will run on a total different track.

Sometimes I dream, I am sitting near a grave alone, and crying, sobbing.
It’s my grave; I can see my name on it and can feel, inside my heart, still beating.

And I know, nobody will help me, to come out of it and to breathe again
And I wake up in my bed, sweating and shivering, feeling I m insane.

I want to die so badly and I can see death dodging around me, teasing me.
I am calling her to take me away from this wretched life and set me free.

May be as an eagle, flying around, over a lone n lifeless desert.
As I am still carrying it inside me, my BLEEDING HEART.

Cherised Injuries

It’s hard to mend those bruises of the heart.
Those wounds which almost tore it apart.

The deep cuts in my mind still make me cry.
Gashes of love are so alive, it will never dry.

In sweet slow breeze those wounds burn.
How to heal them, I never could learn.

They keep me awake in cold, dark nights.
All the memories of pain, hidden out of lights.

Now tears are dried in my eyes, only furies
I keep them now, as my CHERISED INJURIES.

Making Love

I left her alone, that night, she was weeping on the bed.
Her voice was still ringing, each and every word she said.

How she held me, kissed me and made me feel her.
How she blinked so cutely and whispered in my ear.

“I am yours, only yours, and I love you”, she muttered.
And I felt her soft touch in every of my body part.

It’s been a year or so when I found her on the shore of the bay.
She was gazing at the sea, as if she’s standing there all long day.

I stood next to her quietly, kissed and looked at her.
Oh! I could say she was waiting for me all this year.

That night, was again a night of love and lust.
No way could it be over, so early so fast.

I started from her lips and ended kissing her toes.
Her soft curves made me forget all my woes.

Those erect mountains felt so nice and warm.
Her deep navel made my manhood so firm.

I explored her mysterious part hidden in her thighs.
And once again it took us both into all new highs.

Again we were merged into each other as if like forever.
I was feeling so good, as I buried deep down into her.

After a long, I found myself in her arms, so drained.
She kissed my lips and said, “Don’t you ever leave me again”.

SYMBOL OF SEXUALITY

Naked lies, stripped souls and dirty secrets.
Closest encounter of nasty little facts.


Of all good masks beneath have ugly faces.
Like, behind all closed lips smiles have ugly braces.



Innocent face can not hide the cruelty of eyes.
And every poor soul knows too much, he dies.



Betrayal of love, murder of faith and rape of trust.
Every act and every move only deserve disgust.



So much of hatred and so much of fear.
When you discover a devil inside your dear.



Wound for care, hurt for affection and sorrows for love.
Screaming with joy, watching a bleeding dove.



I am the god of lust, hate, pain and cruelty.
In this new world, I am the SYMBOL OF SEXUALITY.

INDIA

INDIA, some say the golden bird, some say the diamond of the world
Some say the land of mystery which has a glory to behold.

Some say it’s the land of love, the place of honour and respect.
And others say the tale of war, betrayal and all shamefull facts.

Foreigners see it as the land magic, land of the dark powers
Land of testy fruits and nameless colourfull flowers.

Wise men say it’s the land of wisdom, knowledge and intelligence.
Which has a history of cruelty, treachery and avenge.

Every guest sees this strangely beautiful country with awe.
And they always remember the grogginess and the beauty they saw.

Biggest democracy, bigger population, bigger territory and big militia.
This is my beloved country, my sweet motherland, INDIA.

A meeting with my death

I was sitting alone, it was dark and cold.
I could hear it was raining, could hear the wet leaves.
They were murmuring, saying some stories untold.
Stories of brutal pain, stories of helpless grief.

My eyes were closed still I could feel the darkness.
Could hear the rain drops, falling and falling.
Seemed like I was a leaf, could feel the drops on my face.
And a strange tone out there somewhere, calling and calling.

She was calling my name, asking me to follow her.
There in the woods, where the trees are staring at me.
And in the light of thunder I’ve seen her standing not so far.
In front of the woods, with her hair open, yes it was she.

That beautiful divine face and those shining eyes.
Smiling, as if saying “on me you can keep upon your faith”.
And I asked, “Who are you? Are you mine?”, and she cried.
Said “yes I am yours, yes I am the death”.

2007

2007

A new day, a new dawn, a brand new start
With tears in eyes and a joy filled heart
As we say good bye to the year we passed
And as we welcome the year ahead us

Looking back we see, all the glory and shame
Can see fallen angels, can see people riding on fame
We have seen volcanos, earthquakes and hurricanes
Sinking ships and bombs killing thousands of men

Witnessed the end of a long war fought for no reason
Have seen how religion can blind people’s vision
Have seen how terrorists and politicians go hand in hand
And how patriotic songs are sang by rock bands

How innocent school children are killed brutally
How world leaders fake the humanity totally
How spy’s are poisoned by radiation
Even seen devil’s advocate could be a nice profession

Saw dictators lost their kingdom, even hanged till death
But still, all these could not shake my faith
I am still standing with eyes closed and arms wide open
Goodbye 2006.......…….. welcome 2007

War

WAR

I am alive, still alive, but don’t know why?
Lied on my back, I can see the clear sky

Can see the broken houses and the dead people
Can see the pieces of my friends, broken skulls

Can hear people screaming, running and praying
Can hear them moaning, who are dying

And feeling the horror of this bloody war
Can see crying people who lost someone near and dear

And I have only one question to ask, why, why?
For the sake of the battle, why innocent people have to die?

Why these power hungry leaders don’t stop this game of death
Before on peace and harmony we all loose our faith

For how long we soldiers will fight without a cause
Killing and dying for a reason which is so false

Before I close my eyes I want to pray for the world
So this beautiful world won’t become another Nazi cult.

Love at first sight

Love at first sight


That night of full moon when I first saw you
It was so silent but still so loud
And can I ever forget that moment
When I found you and you found me too

My world was so lonely and so cold
Before you walked into it
And suddenly I realize everything’s changed
And my arms got someone to hold

Two strangers met in that strange night
And learned they are made for each other
It’s just turned out so right
Their love, at first sight.

Don’t ever walk away from my life
Don’t you ever leave my hand
Cause of all my sweet dreams
Sweetest was when I dreamt you as my wife

I AM ANGRY WITH MY LIFE

I AM ANGRY WITH MY LIFE

I am angry,I am angry with my life
feels like my neck on the edge of a knife

every time I move,seems like a dead man walking
every time I speak,seems like a corpse talking

people are around me,surround me,still I'm so alone
seems like deep inside me I m carrying a bunch of thorn

my heart is empty,lips are mute,eyes are dry
and no one is there to hear me,no matter how loud I cry

everyday,every moment,I m going insane
seems like a drowning man in the middle of the ocean

I m tired of this burden called life and I want to get rid
and I want to undo everything till this day I did

I know its not possible and I know I have to live this way
and I have to die with every night and have to live for the next day

WHEN EVERYTHING GOES WRONG

WHEN EVERYTHING GOES WRONG

when everything goes wrong,nothing seems right
and every ray of hope is just out of your sight

you lay your head on table,thinking and thinking
staring blankly without your eyes blinking

thinking why everytime every plan has to fail
looking back again and again into every detail

still unable to find any senseble cause
and you are on the floor when everyone else dogded

you left no stone unturned to fulfill your dream
and all you got is the dreadfull pain and you cant even scream

cause you dont want people to know that your dreams are burned
you move along,smile,laugh,but inside you are darned

and it'll be this way,there is no way out
a life without any success,no future to think about

and you can't even cry at night cause your tears are dry
dont you think its the time to bid your life a GOODBYE??

SILENCE OF THE NIGHT

Silence of the night



Do you ever try to hear what the night says
All its words, wisdom and phrase?
How its whispers and peeps through your window
With his soul mate, the dark shadow

So scary, so beautiful and so dark
You can feel your heartbeats when dogs bark
In the middle of the night when everything is so still
Seems all evil spirits are around you and you can feel

A day can be mute but no night is
They taunt you; left you frightened and teased.
Every night while go to bed u pray for a sweet dream
Ever wondered why those nightmares make u scream?

Why they come back again and again in your night
Why don’t they go away, out of your sight?
Cause the night has so many things to show and say
Want you to see the world of evil, dark and grey

And if you think the words above are not so right
Then try to hear at least once, the silence of night

TALE OF A DARK NIGHT

TALE OF A DARK NIGHT



It is the tale of that dark night
When the human lives were just at the mercy of nature
When the sea was restless and roaring
The twisting storm was just waiting to kill

The clouds were mocking the sailors
Every now and then the ship was been hit by waves
Travelers didn’t know who‘ll die n who’ll b saved
Captain was praying, crews were pulling every string

But the ray of hope seems to be so faint
Everyone was was so scared, weather a crook or a saint
The ship was dancing in the tune of the restless sea
A sudden thrust stopped everything

Screams turned into silence; trumled ship was so still now
All the passengers were so surprised and egger to know how
It was a small island on which the ship was anchored
Rain stopped, storm calmed and moonlight was so bright

The cursed night was almost end and the ship was at halt
By that little island which was been deserted
But today it was full of lives, cries and laughter
And the day was saved by cursed island Saint Helena!!

NATURE

NATURE



She is the most precious thing that we ever had
Always with us, for us, everymoment, happy, lonely and sad.

She is the most beautiful thing we ever could imagine
Sweetest, lovliest and nicest lady we have ever seen

Mother Nature, who nourished us, sheltered us
We are blessed; we are cursed, for everything we did to her, the same she does

Loved us with all her treasure, punished us with her dreaded powers
For every bad she took us low, for every good we are taken higher

Still we never understand her, value her, and care her
And now we are standing at the edge from where the end is no far

We killed her mercilessly, thrusting the knife of pollution
And its now time for us to wait for the last destruction

LOVE MAKING

LOVE MAKING


It was full moon of that romantic night
She was there, laying beside me
In my arms I held her so tight
My sweet darling, yes it was she;

Dragged her, I kissed her all over
And felt her softness in me
Squeezed and fondled her with passion
Explored each part of her body;

Coming down by her neck and mountains
Reached her navel, and find it so deep.
And she was crying with joyful pain
Whole body of her was feeling the creep.

I came down to the most delicious part
Locked between her two thighs
Could feel the beatings of her heart
It was so exciting, so nice;

Couldn’t listen her moaning and pleading
Feeling the warmth of her middle part
No mercy, no mercy
I‘ve Got to tear her apart.

Next second I was in her;
Our body and soul met and dissolved
In each other
Reached the climax, the day been called;

I was laying next a deflowered girl
And can hear her, she was weeping
I felt the cruelest pleasure
As I left her…….crying…..

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ANI

A WALK TOWARDS DEATH

A WALK TOWARDS DEATH




Walking in this lonely night, alone in rain
With a burden heart and with endless pain

Towards somewhere I’ve never been
A mysterious path of life, that I never seen

This stormy night was really driving me crazy
In front of my eyes it was everything dark and hazy

Looked at the sky to find my guiding star
But it was so cloudy to find as I looked so far

A strange feeling crawled in my heart
In this unknown path, I’ve been distraught

But again I realize that I m in the right way
And now I’ve nothing to think, do or say

I m standing on a border where ends every faith
Walking away from life I m heading to my death


BY
ANI

Winner

WINNER



All my life, I keep losing every game
Every time I was sure of myself
I fell so hard on my face, with a sense of shame
And the only thing creeps in mind is disbelief

A miserable life of a loser
A pitiful life of a heart broken
A helpless moron, an arrogant man
I am all the above, that been spoken.

Still I keep challenging winners
Give them horrible nights of nightmares
And they hate me to the core
Let them, till their death, who cares.

Love to see winners, sworing under breath
Cursing and biting their lips in anger
But helpless and annoyed in their heart
Knowing I am the ugliest dange.r

They somehow manage to beat me in the end
So they like to call me a looser
But don’t know I can be a winner at any second
But I just want to be me, then a crooked winner.


BY
ANI

TOMB

TOMB


It was a dark raining night
I was on the way, to my home,
Going through that dark road
Beside I saw a tomb;

I stopped and looked at it
There was a man, crying bitterly
Near the tomb
Showing all his servility;

I walked to him and held him
And said, “He never comes back, who’s dead”
He looked at me
Slowly he shook his head;

“Who was he?” I asked,
“Some one very near and dear friend?”
He sighed and told, “Yes he was”,
“He was my wife’s ex-husband!!!!!!!!!!”

BY
ANI

WHEN THE TIME IS NOT WITH YOU

WHEN THE TIME IS NOT WITH YOU

When you are left alone
In a ocean of endless worries
With a fearing dusk and hopeless dawn
When life seems only a misery

When you have no peace of mind
You are drowning deep into your problems
Seems like you are drifting and find
You have a boat of broken helms

When you are trapped in a twisting storm
All alone standing upon a hill
Don’t know where to go, where you came from
And a strange loneliness you feel

When the time is not with you
Then it’s the time to turn back and fight
To stand, face and to pursue
Your happiness and win over your fright

Stand tall and look at that moment
When all obstacles are leaving your way
The winner is always a courageous heart
Whether a year, forever, or a day.

Broken dreams

BROKEN DREAMS


I’m waiting, still waiting for a miracle
I know it will never come my way
But as I got to say
I don’t know how to tackle

These enormous worries of my life
All the fatal mistakes I made
All the advice that I’ve ignored
Make me realize my fault

I see a dream, which will never com true
But still trying 2 reach for it
When I know I will never get a bit
I’ve nowhere to go, nothing to do
I can only hope and can wait

Whatever in my heart I cherish
Shall I have to forget them
My rainbow dreams and wishes?