Should I slash my wrists and bleed till I die?
Should I cut my throat with a sharp knife?
And enjoy some moment of pain to reunite
With my soul, which has been taken away
By the storm of sadness came into my life.
My nightmares promised me hell on earth
And my guiding star has taken me to a wrong path
I know this way only leads to my grave
But I want to dig it with my own hands
To lie down there with one last smile.
Should I kiss a snake or bite hemlock?
Should I be tied and thrown from a rock?
How should I be punished for being
The biggest fool and loser of this world
I feel so low, tormented, so helpless.
Wish I could apologize for everything I did
Wish I could undone every of my deed
I always was a wrong man in wrong place
Still I tried, to be right and failed
That’s why I am seeking the way, to run away from life.