I AM ANGRY WITH MY LIFE

I AM ANGRY WITH MY LIFE

I am angry,I am angry with my life
feels like my neck on the edge of a knife

every time I move,seems like a dead man walking
every time I speak,seems like a corpse talking

people are around me,surround me,still I'm so alone
seems like deep inside me I m carrying a bunch of thorn

my heart is empty,lips are mute,eyes are dry
and no one is there to hear me,no matter how loud I cry

everyday,every moment,I m going insane
seems like a drowning man in the middle of the ocean

I m tired of this burden called life and I want to get rid
and I want to undo everything till this day I did

I know its not possible and I know I have to live this way
and I have to die with every night and have to live for the next day

WHEN EVERYTHING GOES WRONG

WHEN EVERYTHING GOES WRONG

when everything goes wrong,nothing seems right
and every ray of hope is just out of your sight

you lay your head on table,thinking and thinking
staring blankly without your eyes blinking

thinking why everytime every plan has to fail
looking back again and again into every detail

still unable to find any senseble cause
and you are on the floor when everyone else dogded

you left no stone unturned to fulfill your dream
and all you got is the dreadfull pain and you cant even scream

cause you dont want people to know that your dreams are burned
you move along,smile,laugh,but inside you are darned

and it'll be this way,there is no way out
a life without any success,no future to think about

and you can't even cry at night cause your tears are dry
dont you think its the time to bid your life a GOODBYE??

SILENCE OF THE NIGHT

Silence of the night



Do you ever try to hear what the night says
All its words, wisdom and phrase?
How its whispers and peeps through your window
With his soul mate, the dark shadow

So scary, so beautiful and so dark
You can feel your heartbeats when dogs bark
In the middle of the night when everything is so still
Seems all evil spirits are around you and you can feel

A day can be mute but no night is
They taunt you; left you frightened and teased.
Every night while go to bed u pray for a sweet dream
Ever wondered why those nightmares make u scream?

Why they come back again and again in your night
Why don’t they go away, out of your sight?
Cause the night has so many things to show and say
Want you to see the world of evil, dark and grey

And if you think the words above are not so right
Then try to hear at least once, the silence of night

TALE OF A DARK NIGHT

TALE OF A DARK NIGHT



It is the tale of that dark night
When the human lives were just at the mercy of nature
When the sea was restless and roaring
The twisting storm was just waiting to kill

The clouds were mocking the sailors
Every now and then the ship was been hit by waves
Travelers didn’t know who‘ll die n who’ll b saved
Captain was praying, crews were pulling every string

But the ray of hope seems to be so faint
Everyone was was so scared, weather a crook or a saint
The ship was dancing in the tune of the restless sea
A sudden thrust stopped everything

Screams turned into silence; trumled ship was so still now
All the passengers were so surprised and egger to know how
It was a small island on which the ship was anchored
Rain stopped, storm calmed and moonlight was so bright

The cursed night was almost end and the ship was at halt
By that little island which was been deserted
But today it was full of lives, cries and laughter
And the day was saved by cursed island Saint Helena!!

NATURE

NATURE



She is the most precious thing that we ever had
Always with us, for us, everymoment, happy, lonely and sad.

She is the most beautiful thing we ever could imagine
Sweetest, lovliest and nicest lady we have ever seen

Mother Nature, who nourished us, sheltered us
We are blessed; we are cursed, for everything we did to her, the same she does

Loved us with all her treasure, punished us with her dreaded powers
For every bad she took us low, for every good we are taken higher

Still we never understand her, value her, and care her
And now we are standing at the edge from where the end is no far

We killed her mercilessly, thrusting the knife of pollution
And its now time for us to wait for the last destruction

LOVE MAKING

LOVE MAKING


It was full moon of that romantic night
She was there, laying beside me
In my arms I held her so tight
My sweet darling, yes it was she;

Dragged her, I kissed her all over
And felt her softness in me
Squeezed and fondled her with passion
Explored each part of her body;

Coming down by her neck and mountains
Reached her navel, and find it so deep.
And she was crying with joyful pain
Whole body of her was feeling the creep.

I came down to the most delicious part
Locked between her two thighs
Could feel the beatings of her heart
It was so exciting, so nice;

Couldn’t listen her moaning and pleading
Feeling the warmth of her middle part
No mercy, no mercy
I‘ve Got to tear her apart.

Next second I was in her;
Our body and soul met and dissolved
In each other
Reached the climax, the day been called;

I was laying next a deflowered girl
And can hear her, she was weeping
I felt the cruelest pleasure
As I left her…….crying…..

BY
ANI

A WALK TOWARDS DEATH

A WALK TOWARDS DEATH




Walking in this lonely night, alone in rain
With a burden heart and with endless pain

Towards somewhere I’ve never been
A mysterious path of life, that I never seen

This stormy night was really driving me crazy
In front of my eyes it was everything dark and hazy

Looked at the sky to find my guiding star
But it was so cloudy to find as I looked so far

A strange feeling crawled in my heart
In this unknown path, I’ve been distraught

But again I realize that I m in the right way
And now I’ve nothing to think, do or say

I m standing on a border where ends every faith
Walking away from life I m heading to my death


BY
ANI

Winner

WINNER



All my life, I keep losing every game
Every time I was sure of myself
I fell so hard on my face, with a sense of shame
And the only thing creeps in mind is disbelief

A miserable life of a loser
A pitiful life of a heart broken
A helpless moron, an arrogant man
I am all the above, that been spoken.

Still I keep challenging winners
Give them horrible nights of nightmares
And they hate me to the core
Let them, till their death, who cares.

Love to see winners, sworing under breath
Cursing and biting their lips in anger
But helpless and annoyed in their heart
Knowing I am the ugliest dange.r

They somehow manage to beat me in the end
So they like to call me a looser
But don’t know I can be a winner at any second
But I just want to be me, then a crooked winner.


BY
ANI

TOMB

TOMB


It was a dark raining night
I was on the way, to my home,
Going through that dark road
Beside I saw a tomb;

I stopped and looked at it
There was a man, crying bitterly
Near the tomb
Showing all his servility;

I walked to him and held him
And said, “He never comes back, who’s dead”
He looked at me
Slowly he shook his head;

“Who was he?” I asked,
“Some one very near and dear friend?”
He sighed and told, “Yes he was”,
“He was my wife’s ex-husband!!!!!!!!!!”

BY
ANI

WHEN THE TIME IS NOT WITH YOU

WHEN THE TIME IS NOT WITH YOU

When you are left alone
In a ocean of endless worries
With a fearing dusk and hopeless dawn
When life seems only a misery

When you have no peace of mind
You are drowning deep into your problems
Seems like you are drifting and find
You have a boat of broken helms

When you are trapped in a twisting storm
All alone standing upon a hill
Don’t know where to go, where you came from
And a strange loneliness you feel

When the time is not with you
Then it’s the time to turn back and fight
To stand, face and to pursue
Your happiness and win over your fright

Stand tall and look at that moment
When all obstacles are leaving your way
The winner is always a courageous heart
Whether a year, forever, or a day.

Broken dreams

BROKEN DREAMS


I’m waiting, still waiting for a miracle
I know it will never come my way
But as I got to say
I don’t know how to tackle

These enormous worries of my life
All the fatal mistakes I made
All the advice that I’ve ignored
Make me realize my fault

I see a dream, which will never com true
But still trying 2 reach for it
When I know I will never get a bit
I’ve nowhere to go, nothing to do
I can only hope and can wait

Whatever in my heart I cherish
Shall I have to forget them
My rainbow dreams and wishes?